I’m still on track, and finally am fitting into my teeny jeans! This just happened Tuesday or Wednesday! I was soooo stoked over that, as I haven’t been able to wear them for 3 years!
Even with that exciteing development….
I have had a VERY rough week and have been really seeking God. We got dealt a hard blow and have seen some things that are bothersome. I’ve also had a rough week with my comp diet. I’ve been on super low fats since April and although it’s working, I’m REALLY feeling it…so much so i Googled it and found the effects of this type of diet are depression and aggression…Um, yeah, exactly and no joke! I literally pull back so as not to COMPLETELY lose it at times.
I like what a good christian friend said, that God really could have a purpose in this as well as everything else going on. I have wanted to just throw up my hands and quit it all, due to many reasons, and all of which are difficulties, and having countless people say, maybe this means God doesn’t want you to do this…well meaning but goes against what i KNOW God so clearly showed me and has wreaked havoc on my mentality….so no hard feelings, but i had another couple friends point out some powerful truths to me that strengthened my resolve and re-inforced the knowledge of my purpose in all this. It has also allowed me to focus on the bottom line…pleasing God and not getting SO caught up in ME! It has allowed me to let go and let God…It’s been a dark week, but the light of God’s wisdom and truth have cut through and i’m walking toward that light!
I’m getting ready to go do my 3rd training session in 3 days and am TIRED…but i’m reminded now after all this time to rely on God to be my strength…i lost sight of that, and pray i hold tightly to that, whether i’m feeling bad or good!
Thanks for reading!
Xoxoxoxo……….
AMEN, sista !